Apr 8, 2007

I want to drift!

Will this post b long or Small... dont know... i want to drift as i write...

I want to live the life of uncertainties for some time... although i dont know why, but i want to do exactly that... I just want to drift with my life :)

I know where my life is heading and i also know where i want it to go... but for now i just want to drift!

Now with this seasons gettin-into-B-school try over... Knowing it was my only chance this yr, i should have prepared...but i just drifted :)
few things have to change... And one such thing is tht i m quittin my current job :)
I wantedly told them about my resignation immediately after my only b-school interview... i had the motive of socking ppl and i did succeed in tht bcos i used to get the let-the-result-come look from ppl who used to wonder if i was tht confident of getting through... haha
Now, it wil b interesting to see if i get the tought-u-would-not-make-it look :) or if their attitute changes and they think i m inferior to them bcos i wil not have a job soon... ;)

Wat to do next?
I have a few ideas but for time being:
I wil do bujines :)... i had always wanted to, pbbly not right now but after 4-5 year s time... but since i let my life drift and it has got me to a situation where i will start doing bujines soon :)

Few Qs that i always asked myself and got the same answer -
Why do 'MBA'?
I used be in awe with the way they talked and with the way they carried themselves. Maybe a few ppl r inborn like tht and i met these few ppl and not all MBAs r like tht. And with so many
B schools and with so many MBAs comin out of these every year... i m sure i would not b impressed by everyone of them but definitely by a few and i wanted to become like them...
and why m i writing this here... i m just drifting

Why i joined software industry?
One of the reasons being... i wanted to know what was the reason that most of the public was joining this industry... obviously money and job availablity was thr... but i wanted to see how things work in here and for tht i gave in 2 years... Some would say not a smart decision... but wat the hell its my career and i know where i want to b 5 years from now and i have my own plans to get thr... thats another interview Q ;)

And as always i decided to work smart and leave the rest to almighty. :)

P.S. I beleive in both God and Satan

4 comments:

Megha Ramani said...

Hmm...sounds familiar! And especially the part abt 'getting the looks' - Like when i quit i wasn't really sure where i was going, and people would give me the "Am-sure-your-visa-would-get-rejected" look .. or the "Lets-see-if-u-make-it-to-a-bschool-in-india" look...Or the mock surprise - "But what will you do at home for a while now, am sure you'll get really bored!" But my funda was that - working in an IT firm was boredom + torture, now atleast it will be only boredom..And anyways i don't get bored of lazing around too easily!
Anyways, I guess I'm having the last laugh now, so that's alright ! :)

Pritesh Jain said...

guts and glory are two lovers who are always destined to meet at the end of the day, Howsoever tough the day was.

All the best.

You have entered into "League of Extraordinary Gentlemen" for me.

satyajit said...

dont believe Pj.. that movie bombed at the box-office :-)

good luck..and dont bother too much abt career and stuff..coz nothing is as important as shitting regularly

Ravi Heda said...

@megha: looks like my last few days wil b interesting... lets see wat looks i get :)

@prits: yippe!

@satyajit: thanks for wishing luck and for the shitty advise dost! ;)